October 26, 2008

I didn’t even want to post this workout!!

I’m so utterly confused and frustrated. According to this workout… I’m obviously not physically up to completing Vegas.  I got out 2.1 miles and had to turn around and walk back. I had pretty much made the decision that I couldn’t do Vegas financially since I’m only part-time employed and haven’t found a full time job yet AND have bills to pay. So the money I have saved up must be used to be a parent and support my son, but I thought there MIGHT be the chance if I was physically able to do it, I could borrow the money. Realizing that I can not do Vegas honestly is right up there with 9/18/07 and having to choose to quit my job. It is an emotional challenge for me to get over right now.

I’m trying not to be hard on myself, but this is just chalked on the list of freaking WONDERFUL things that have happened over the past year, BUT I have to believe in both of my mottos.

Life motto - EVERYTHING happens for a reason

RUNNING motto - DREAM IT! PURSUE IT! STICK WITH IT! LIVE IT!

I will be back for Vegas next year when it will be called the Las Vegas Rock-n-Roll Marathon, but as for now my new goal will be the San Diego Rock-n-Roll Marathon.

I HAVE and will continue to ‘TRIUMPH in the face of adversity’!!

Workout:

  • Type: Run
  • Date: 10/26/2008
  • Time: 09:00:00
  • Total Time: 1:01:00.00
  • Distance: 4 miles
  • Average Pace: 15:16.03/mile

3 comments:

Brad Hefta-Gaub said...

I’m rooting for you!

I think that its ok to reset your focus on a marathon further out… after all, it’s not like this years Vegas marathon is the last ever marathon to ever be held?!! You’ll have plenty of chances to run another one.

So… reset… refocus… and work up to your goal!

You can do it!

pushback said...

Well here You are, This is a good place for you, Rember the fun you had running the Nike 10k and rember all the fun you had training for it. I will see you at San Diego Rock and Roll 2009 Marathon and watch all your miles build as with a true marathoner like your self you will cross the finish line with your son looking on and know from watching his mother complete this great task that anything can be done if we dream it,pursue it,stick with it and live it !!!!!

luluorange said...

You will be ready for the San Diego Rock n Roll, I’ll be there to look you up! Your positive attitude in the face of adversity is inspiring and that will carry you FAR in life. For now… rest up, recover, don’t forget to post your thoughts, we love reading them. :)
I am thinking of your and sending good energy your way, my friend.